Awakening

It's 3 o'clock in the morning and still I'm in front of the computer, searching and reading about random thoughts. I have read something about the history and some technical definition of reggae music, heard some backmasked music, browsed a few photographs posted by my multiply-contacts, read the current stat of my facebook-contacts, read a few blog entries and searched for the leakage of Wolverine movie. But this one really caught my attention. I got this from Jamie.

HANDY LITTLE CHART   
God has a positive answer:

YOU SAY	GOD SAYS	BIBLE VERSES
You say: "It's impossible"	God says: All things are possible	(Luke 18:27)
You say: "I'm too tired"	God says: I will give you rest	(Matthew 11:28-30)
You say: "Nobody really loves me"	God says: I love you	(John 3:1 6 & John3:34 )
You say: "I can't go on"	God says: My grace is sufficient	(II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)
You say: "I can't figure things out"	God says: I will direct your steps	(Proverbs 3:5- 6)
You say: "I can't do it"	God says: You can do all things	(Philippians 4:13)
You say: "I'm not able"	God says: I am able	(II Corinthians 9:8)
You say: "It's not worth it"	God says: It will be worth it	(Roman 8:28 )
You say: "I can't forgive myself"	God says: I Forgive you	(I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)
You say: "I can't manage"	God says: I will supply all your needs	(Philippians 4:19)
You say: "I'm afraid"	God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear	(II Timothy 1:7)
You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated"	God says: Cast all your cares on ME	(I Peter 5:7)
You say: "I'm not smart enough"	God says: I give you wisdom	(I Corinthians 1:30)
You say: "I feel all alone"	God says: I will never leave you or forsake you	(Hebrews 13:5)

It's been a while since I last read my Bible. I admit that I, for the nth time, have been quite far away from my Creator.  For this whole month of April, I have only attended my Church youth service once and I really really missed a lot. I was absent for two Fridays (disregarding the Good Friday - that was meant to give way for the Holy Week) due to the very long vacation that I had. 

I don't know if I'll make sense with these next lines, but I find myself in the same situation a few months ago (even a few years ago)  - once was lost, now I'm found. 

How wondrous are His works. He uses people to remind me of things that I should be reminded of, especially for the uneasy times and situations I encounter from time to time. For the past months, I've been praying for Him to use me in proclaiming His glory. But sadly, at times I get too preoccupied by the works of the enemy. I missed my Father. I feel that I failed to give Him the worship that He deserves, and at the same time, failed to do my task in spreading the word that He speaks to me and share the love and grace that He pours over me. But today, I'm doing my task again and I'm coming back to the heart of worship. With this, I would like to thank those people allowing themselves to be used by God, and in turn, giving me a lot of spiritual inspiration. Needless to mention your names, you know who you are. Thank you.

Despite everything, I know that He is a loving, forgiving, merciful and powerful God. I am weak but He gives me strength that is sufficient enough for me to move forward to Him every time I slip away from His loving arms. 

This is the greatest feeling above everything: the feeling that I am loved and forgiven no matter what happens. The feeling that there is someone up there giving me enabling, enduring and saving grace. The feeling that there is someone up there loving me above all.

The best and the only move that I could do is to run to God whenever there are crisis in any form.

A better feeling, I have right now. To God be the Glory! ^_^