The Art of Letting Go (how do I master this?)

Paano nga ba ma-master ito? Do I need another four years or so to master this? 'wag naman sana. This is sad. Very sad. Pero kailangan ko'ng matutunan. Maybe this time, I need to think about myself.

Is this goodbye and farewell? it's a romantic tragedy 
All is fair in love and war and I'm the lonely casualty 

Your forked tongue has lost it's sharpness 
It does'nt have the luster it used to before 
Sure it takes a lot of soul to forgive 
So let me show you your way out of that door
I'm finding my way out (bitin. parang hindi tama ang 'out of that door')...

You are a beautiful walking mistake and from you I have learned 
How could someone so true be so fake? Now you're none of my concern 

Let go- you are nothing I deserve 
- your acting's all but superb 
- a romance for the deaf and blind 
- with such poor taste and design  

These calloused hands are shaking and I'm breathing heavily 
Soon all of this will be over shadows reaching out to me 

Sweet nothings in my ears now they disgust 
Those letters you've sent now gather dust 
Sure it takes a lot of soul to forgive 
I'm dead with you and now I want to live 

You are a beautiful walking mistake and from you I have learned 
How could someone so true be so fake? Now you're none of my concern

Let go- you are nothing I deserve 
-  your acting' s all but superb 
- a romance for the deaf and blind 
- with such poor taste and design  

And now this is the time and I cannot pretend 
The day I live again is when our story ends

Dramatic lies and severed ties in bloodstained cradles lay 
Despite the loss that bridge I'll cross come calm or storm what may 
We drank the wine the undivine process of suicide 
Let it be known apart we've grown I gave you  everything I own all the love I have

And as  you  I make  your  my final exit I let our story slip away 
I bury you with the memories of a forgotten yesterday

Marami-rami na rin akong hiningian ng payo tungkol dito at isa lang ang sagot nilang lahat: "mag move on ka na". Wala talaga akong kadala-dala. kailangan pang umabot sa masakit na paalam. Hindi na natuto. Ilang beses nang sinabihan na wala ngang pag-asa, hindi pa rin tumitigil sa kaka-asa. Madami lang tuloy sinaktan na ibang tao.

Tama na. Decided na talaga ako. Pagtapos ng apat na taon, ngayon lang yata naging tama ang desisyon ko. Ngayon ko lang yata naisip na isipin naman ang sarili ko - para naman maging masaya na ako.

Langyang ka-dramahan ito. Kaloka!